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About Me Member General Digital Photographer MargaretStormFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Sat Apr 7, 2007, 1:03 PM
  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: My heart beat
  • Reading: Between the lines
  • Watching: My life pass slowly
  • Playing: With my own mind.
My heart hurts right now. Last night was a good night in general, but it made me realize how much being inlove sucks.

I mean, I moved all the way accross the country, twice to be with Sterling. I was with Matty for three years. I mean, the only two guys that I've ever truly been head over heels for and I don't have either of them anymore.

Yes, Matty died, but I still miss him and wish he was here every day. I grew up with him. I knew him all of my life and would kill to just have him back for one day. I mean, I know it had to happen for some reason, but he was my bestfriend and now that he's gone, I feel lost. Like a piece of me is missing and I can't get it back.

Sterling was different. I gave him 9 months and I know I can never get that time back. But the time I had with him was so amazing. I'm not going to lie, I still am inlove with him. He meant everything to me for such a long time. I left my entire life in Arizona to go be with him in Florida. Then left Florida to be closer to his family in Ohio.

Sometimes, I just don't understand and that's all I want. Is to be able to understand.

Someone help?
I need a hug.

Grrr.

I think I'm done posting my art. It hasn't been very good lately.

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